Don't be a bitch to me now, timing..!

It was a Sunday morning, and funny enough,
yes, it was raining.
All we did back then were exchange glances,
and smile at each other for god knows
how many times.
I honestly lost track because it was too many to count.
And today, exactly 58 days ago since I first met you,
I’m still thinking about you.
I have regrets, I should have stayed longer.
I should have waited more.
I should have asked your name.
But I didn’t, because i also know
that I wasn’t ready yet that time.
But i am now. And for 58 days now,
not a single day went by that i wasn’t thinking
about you.
You calm the storm in my head
and you make me feel safe and at home.
You are the lullaby that i sing to myself so i can sleep.
And today i realized, that I am ready now.
And as i have promised to myself before,
the next time I see you, I’ll stay as long as you want me to,
I’ll wait as long as you need me to,
and i will most definitely talk to you.
Because now i am ready.
And hopefully, you are too.